A letter to myself now.

You made it. It's been hard but here you are. Almost 30 and the happiest you've ever been.
You are in a good place. You have someone who you love and who loves you. You have challenges but you get through them. You can't wait to live with him and start your life together. He was worth the wait.
And now you know what you want to do with your life, do it. Don't let anyone push you into doing anything you don't wanna do.
Keep being individual and crazy. Keep being you.
Whenever you get a 'dark' moment, remember how far you've come and what you have gained from it all.
And be proud of all you've acheived. You have proved people wrong and you should be proud.