I hate being a 'part time' girlfriend.

I love being with my boyfriend. I love spending time with him. I dont love having to get on the bus home.
I wanna do all the thing's that 'normal' couples do. I wanna watch tv together and argue about who's turn it is to do the dishes. I wanna talk to him until i fall asleep.
At the moment we don't do that. I hate the fact that it's day's apart that we see each other.
I even lied to a girl on my course. What am i meant to say? The truth sound's bad and it was only a little white lie.
I wanna be a full time girlfriend. It kill's me to be apart from him for day's at a time and it get's me down.
I am a woman on a mission and i am determent to get what i want.