How do i make up for the past?

I think i have to learn from my mistakes. I have to stop living in the past and remind myself that i've grown up and i've changed.
I wanna be a success. I wanna settle down. I dont wanna dream my life away. I wanna live it. I wanna make the people i love proud of me. I wanna have my own house and make my boyfriend happy. I wanna be a good daughter, a good girlfriend and a good friend.
I dont wanna live in the past. I have a bright future and im gonna live in it, not in the dark past.